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hehehehehe [Mar. 19th, 2006|07:27 am]
[mood |chipperchipper]
[music |yellow]

Your Kissing Purity Score: 40% Pure

You're not one to kiss and tell...

But word is, you kiss pretty well.
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Im Tired.... [Dec. 4th, 2005|05:57 am]
[mood |sadsad]
[music |thank you for calling S*****..... waaaaaaaaa]


Its been like hell lately.. LIFE sucks... its been like 5 months since am working.. and it feels like crazy doing all the routinary stuffs, havent have a complete SLEEP for like years... all im having right now is more of like stagard REST.. and my personal worries keeps on haunting me evry now and then, not that i am complaining or anything but im just tired.. down and LONELY.. and SHITz~!! im growing old! waaaaaaaaah!!!

i keep on askin' mah self when will i be happy.. when can i find that SOMEONE!! who will take me out of my lonesome solitary life.. have i been cursed or jinx'd by fate? or its just not the right time!! Gheez.. when will it be?

all i wanted is to be in LOVE... (how sweet!!) yeah ryt... really i do.. no one is giving me a chance..



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TAROT time!!! [Aug. 21st, 2005|06:18 pm]
[mood |chipperchipper]
[music |waiting in vain]

I am The Wheel of Fortune

The Wheel of Fortune represents unexpected encounters and twists of fate. You can't predict surprises; you can only be aware when one is circling around. Indeed, Card 10 often suggests wheel-like actions - changes in direction, repeating cycles and rapid movement. When the energy of the Wheel arrives, you will feel life speed up. You are caught in a cyclone that may deposit you anywhere. "Round and round and round she goes, and where she stops, nobody knows."

For a full description of your card and other goodies, please visit LearnTarot.com

What tarot card are you? Enter your birthdate.

Month: Day: Year:

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when mushy thoughts comes in............. [Aug. 21st, 2005|02:00 am]
[mood |awake]

Should I Smile Because You're My
Friend Or Cry Because Thats All We'll
Ever Be?"

"A Million Words Would Not Bring You
Back, I Know Because I've Tried. Neither
Would A Million Tears, I Know Because
I've Cried."

"Forget The Times You Walked By,
Forget The Times You've Made Me Cry,
Forget The Time You Held My Hand,
Forget The Sweet Things If I Can, I Can
No Longer Pretend, I Have To
Remember Now That You're Just A

"When I Look At You My Heart Skips A
Beat But Later That Beat Could Mean A
Lifetime Of Tears Wasted On Something
I Knew I Could Never Have"

"How Can You Be Friends With Someone
If Everytime You Look At Them It Makes
You Want Them Even More?"

"My Heart Was Taken By You, Broken By
You And Now Is In Pieces Because Of

"As Part Of You Has Grown In Me,
Together Forever Shall We Be, Never
Apart Maybe In Distance But Not In Heart"

"Its hard to tell your mind to stop loving
someone if your heart still does."

"Even when I pour my heart out to you,
I'm not sure it shows, that I love you more
than you'll ever know."

"Sometimes it's hard to love someone
because you're so afraid of losing them"

"I know in reality we can't be together, so
I just close my eyes and you're right here
with me... in my dreams you're mine

"I was reborn when you first kissed me.
Part of me died when you left me. But
now I still live, waiting for the day you
return to me."

"You are always there for me and so you
give me the courage to stand alone."

"The hardest part of dreaming about
someone you love is having to wake up."

"There is one pain I often feel which you
will never know because it is caused by
the absence of you."

"Of all the words of tongue or pen, the
saddest are those...it might have been."

"Who do you turn to when the only
person who can stop you from crying is
the one who is making you cry?"

"I understand that with loves comes pain,
but why did i have to love so much?"

"The part that hurts me the most, is
knowing that I once had you and then
lost you..."

"The worst feeling in the world is giving
all the love you have and knowing it will
never be returned."

"Its hard to pretend you love someone
when you don't but its harder to pretend
that you don't love someone when you
really do."

"How do you heal a broken heart? I have
no idea where to start because everything
I do reminds me of you. "

"Have you ever noticed that the worst way
to miss someone is when they are right
beside you and you can never have

"I'm afraid to love afraid to love so fast,
because every time I fall in love it never
seems to last."

"We were like Romeo and Juliet. I
thought we'd do anything for each other.
But Romeo didn't break Juliet's heart."

"As I sat here I was trying to think of all
the times you hurt me and made me
cry. . . Hoping and wishing it would make
me like you less. But it didn't. Because all
the times I could remember were the
ones when you showed me that you
cared. . . I didn't want to believe that you
ever did You walk by me everyday and
say hello. Everyday you take time out to
listen to me. You talk to me, smile at me,
laugh with me, and have fun with me.
Well, I talk, smile and laugh too, but
inside I'm hurting. Deep down it hurts to
be with you because I love you and you
are only a friend."

" There are times when I cant decide
whether to see you or not, I want to see
you because I miss you but there are
times when I dont want to see you
because everytime I do, the fact that you
dont see me the way that I see you hurts
me even more ..!

yeah yeah yeah...
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day 9.... not much luck!!!! [Jul. 14th, 2005|11:45 pm]
hmmmmmmmmmmm.... we are half way through the CCT training.. and its hotter than fire... actually we are being told by out fierce trainer that our status depends on out OCT ( oral competency test ) result... honestly i am not that terrified or afraid of the outcome coz i came prepared since day 1... still hoping for the best..
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gonna get through this!!! [Jul. 7th, 2005|12:40 am]
waaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!!!!!!!!!!1 argghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! wheeeeeeeew!!!!

that feels great..... i need to do that!!! its my third day of training and i have never felt pressured in my entire life... why?? first! its because of our trainer!! shes one heck of a BitCh! bitaw... seriously shes fine its just that shes so good at her crafts that its makes us all shivering wd fright! hehehehe.. seriously now.. in our CCT ( communication and culture training ) we are expected to learn great things about American HIstory and the like.. not mentioning neutralizing the way we speak the English Language!... hehehe.. funny coz am speaking english here! hahahahahaha! bitaw.. and the tough thing is.. back to basic.. basic elementary-high school like english thingy.. the subject verb agreement and the rest of the freaking crap!!! ehhehehe.. and honestly... swear to god! am not good at it.. technically i mean.. let me speak.. just dnt make me answer or do anything sentence construction stuffs! yup! am a looser.. huhuhuhu.. but i guess i really have to get through all the hardships to be able to pass the thing! and i have to pass it!

perhaps am just taking it the hard way!! (yes I am!!!) dahhhh.. ahaks!

makes me wonder... am i really suited for this kind of thing or not? hmmmmmm...

nevertheless.... i dnt give up without a fight! and i wont quit!! hehehhe...

i just need to relax! and do my thing.. besides i would not be thirdy for nothing!!


pray for me guys!!!

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June 25, 2005 [Jun. 26th, 2005|05:16 pm]
[mood |contentreally!!!]
[music |happy]

first of all.....

i really wanted to post things in here? but sadly am not well equipped with knowledge to do that.. i know that theres som1 out there who is Capable of helping meh.. tabang beh!!! hehehehe....

here it goes!!!

subject: June 25 2005

from now on.. that date would be the most significant "date" of my life.........


hehehe.....hmmmm because that day.. all my worries and apprehension was gone...

coz starting July 4, 2005... ill be working in the biggest contact center in the country,...

say hello to "C O N V E R G Y S" .... THIRDY..


* damn... the prosses was hard but certainly FUN...

/me excited!

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whatta year.... [Jun. 17th, 2005|01:46 pm]
[mood |awake]
[music |drive]

You Were Actually Born Under:
No worries, you're not really pig-like in your personality.
(Though you have been known to have a healthy appetite!)
You are highly intelligent - forever studying and gaining knowledge.
You have a heart of gold and you are appreciated by many.

You are most compatible with a Rabbit or Goat.
You Should Have Been Born Under:

Your most comfortable inside your head - and often daydream the day away.
You have an artistic temperament that makes you seem creative to some, eccentric to others.
You avoid conflict at all costs, and you have a difficult time with relationships.
Attractive and with good manners, you tend to shine in social situations.

You are most compatible with a Pig or Rabbit.
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me................................. [Jun. 14th, 2005|02:33 am]
[mood |crushedcrushed]
[music |every lil' thing]

i love. i cry and i get hurt. i smile and i laugh. i get mad. i get jealous. i am silent. i am rowdy. i am passionate and sensual. i care. i worry. i dream. i believe. i trust. i think and i feel. i believe in God. i believe in the devil. i sin. i long. i wonder. i am strong yet i'm weak. i live and i'll die. WOULD YOU LOVE ME for WHO I AM?

i am Thirdy..... would you love me.?

feel my heart and you'll know... i may not be the most gorgeous guy in this world ... but i can be who i am and give you all the love i could give. i may not have all the riches in the world ... but i can give you all that i possibly could - even my life. Love unconditionally!

I want you to be happy
Though I know it is with him
So Ill just keep on smiling
With the memories of what we were

I'll remember the times I had you
When you were only mine
One day I know it will get easier
But things like this take time

I know that I have to be strong
And for my sake I swear I will
But moving on and letting you go
Does not mean I'll not love you still

I know that we will never be
Everything that we once were
But my tears are slowly drying
From the state of my tainted tear blur

I will always remember what you promised me
Even though that promise will never be true
But promises are always breaking
I guess that's what they're there to do

Im slowly getting better
And right now no tears are starting to fall
Im going to do my best to get over you
And Im going to give it my all

I'll keep the promise I told you
Well, I'll try my very best
I'll get rid of the love I once had for you
Or I'll put my love to rest

I'll pick up the pieces of my heart
And put them back together
I'll forget the promises you made to me
Even the one about forever

Im going to listen to what people say
And take their helpful advice
Someday I will be happy again
And fully move on with my life

I know I will always love you
Even though you'll probably never feel the same
But in my heart forever
Will be the remainder of your name

Im sorry for everything I caused you
And for going along with that lie
But please can we just stay friends
Cause I dont want to permanently say good-bye

Well, I'm picking up my heart now
And making it whole again
Its time for me to move on
Instead of dwelling in the pain

Im going to keep on walking now
And only turn around if you pull me back
I'll walk into the sunset
And get my life back on track

The memories of us I'll keep forever
Even though their done and gone
But this is just the beginning of my story
About a boy who's moving on
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birth date! [May. 22nd, 2005|08:36 pm]
[mood |blankblank]
[music |more than you'll ever know]

Your Birthdate: December 13

Being born on the 13th day of the month should help make you a better manager and organizer, but it may also give you a tendency to dominate people a bit.

You may be more responsible and self-disciplined than you realize.

Sincere and honest, you are a serious, hard working individual.

Your feeling are likely to seem somewhat repressed at times.

You are apt to be much more practical, rational, and conscious of details.

Your intolerance and insistence on complete accuracy can be irritating to some.

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